Not Sure

So, I thought this would be a great idea to start a blog (mainly for Edgar) and now I am not so sure. This is fun, but not fun at the same time. Plus, I kind of feel that blogs are a little too personal for me (although I love to read other peoples - which feels somewhat hypocritical). I am hoping that once I spend some time on the format and layout it will be a much faster process. This might become private very quickly. I am already having a difficult time with what to say and how to say it. I am just going to say "Edgar, I love you - I hope that you know how much I love you - I miss you more everyday - I can't even imagine how you feel and what you are going through - We will get through this and we will be blessed!" Would logging in and seeing my thoughts for the day or week help you or not??? Maybe I should just revert to good old fashion letter writing. This will be a work in progress (or possibly abandoned). We will see...